Showing posts with label mind. Show all posts
Showing posts with label mind. Show all posts

Saturday, October 29, 2011

Mindfulness of Death

Wisdom Quarterly translation Maranassati Sutra (AN 6.20)

Thus have I heard. Once upon a time the Buddha was residing at Nadika, in the Brick Monastery, where he addressed the recluses, "Recluses, mindfulness of death when developed and made much of is of great fruit, of great benefit.

"It leads to the deathless [nirvana], has the deathless as its final end. How is mindfulness of death developed and made much of?

"There is the case where a practitioner reflects as day departs and night returns: 'Many are the causes of my death. Snake bite, scorpion sting, centipede pinch might be how my death would come about. And that would be an obstruction for me. I might fall, poor digestion, bile, phlegm [the humors of the body might become unbalanced]... piercing winds might be how my death would come about. And that would be an obstruction for me.'

"Then the practitioner should investigate: 'Are there any harmful, unskillful qualities still unabandoned in me that would be an obstruction if I were to die tonight?' If so, one should make an effort, arouse diligence [the opposite of negligence], endeavor, give undivided mindfulness and clear comprehension for the abandoning of those qualities.

"Just as when a person whose head is on fire would put forth effort and arouse diligence...to put out the fire, in the same way one should endeavor and abandon those qualities.

"But if by reflecting one realizes that there are no such states still left unabandoned, on account of that one should dwell in joy and rapture [abide in jhana], training day and night in skillful qualities [states or traits].

"There is also the case of one who reflects as night departs and day returns: 'Many are the causes of death....And that would be an obstruction for me.' Then one should investigate: 'Are there any harmful, unskillful qualities still unabandoned in me that would be an obstruction for me were I to die this day?' If so, one should make an effort...for the abandoning of those qualities.

"Just as when a person whose head is on fire puts forth effort and arouse diligence...to put out the fire, in the same way one should endeavor and abandon those qualities.

"Disciples, this is how mindfulness of death is developed and made much of so that it is of great fruit, of great benefit, leads to the deathless, and has the deathless as its final end."

That is what the Buddha said. And the recluses delighted in his words.

Sunday, September 18, 2011

"How the Hippies Saved Physics" [Excerpt]

(W.W. Norton & Company)

Loose hippies save stiff science? A new book documents the overlooked contributions of a loose-knit, unconventional bunch of 1970s physicists called the Fundamental Fysiks Group.

Rarely can we date with any precision the ebbs and flows of scientists’ research styles or intellectual approaches. Yet these transitions -- the how’s and why’s behind major shifts in a scientific field’s reigning questions and methods -- have long held a special fascination for me. We see laid bare in these moments a messy alchemy, intermixing the world of institutions with the world of ideas. Brilliant insights and dazzling discoveries take their place alongside political decisions, funding battles, personal rivalries, and cultural cues. These many ingredients combine to make one agenda seem worth pursuing in a particular time and place -- and worth teaching to students -- while quietly eclipsing other questions or approaches that had beckoned with equal urgency only a few years earlier. More

Monday, September 5, 2011

Is Avatar's James Cameron a real visionary?

Danielle Graham
Interview with Rebecca Keegan, author of The Futurist, The Life and Times of James Cameron

Rebecca Keegan spent seven years covering breaking news stories like 9/11, Osama bin Laden, and sex abuse within the Catholic Church for TIME Magazine before she built professional credibility with intimate profiles of entertainment A-listers Francis Ford Coppola, Robert Downey, Will Smith, and Penélope Cruz and covered premiere events like the Oscars, Sundance, and Comic-Con. Today, she is a staff film writer for the LA Times and continues to keep abreast of popular trends.

She originally met James Cameron while visiting the "Avatar" set for an assignment. In the introduction of his comprehensive biography she states, “I knew Cameron to be an innovator, but this was clearly his magnum opus as a future-minded filmmaker. As I watched the director work, I became curious about a man who seemed interested only in doing things that were hard, and in doing them perfectly, and I determined to follow his intriguing film’s progress more closely.” More

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Breaking the Spell of Religion (audio)

Exploration with Dr. Michio Kaku (Saturday, July 16, KPFK.org)
Breaking the Spell (skeptic.com)

Can science explain religion as a natural phenomenon -- or set of phenomena useful to human beings in spite of the absence of a "God" as conceived of in human cultures?
Dr. Dennett, an atheist and liberal, takes a serious look at the possibility that religions may serve an important and beneficial evolutionary purpose. He is interviewed by theoretical physicist, cofounder of string field theory, and peace activist Dr. Kaku, City College of New York (CUNY). This is followed by a discussion with Steven Pinker, author of The Blank Slate: the Modern Denial of Human Nature.

In The Blank Slate, one of the world's leading experts on language and the mind explores the idea of human nature and its moral, emotional, and political colorings.

With characteristic wit, lucidity, and insight, Steven Pinker argues that the dogma that the mind has no innate traits -- a doctrine held by many intellectuals during the past century -- denies our common humanity.

It also denies our individual preferences, replaces objective analyses of social problems with feel-good slogans, and distorts our understanding of politics, violence, parenting, and the arts.

Injecting calm and rationality into debates that are notorious for ax-grinding and mud-slinging, Pinker shows the importance of an honest acknowledgment of human nature based on science and common sense.


Skeptic Society's Michael Shermer speaks on "strange beliefs" at TED

Monday, July 11, 2011

Yoga: The Other Eightfold Path (Part II of II)

Yogi Seven (Wisdom Quarterly)


Raja Yoga is the other Eightfold Path. Patanjali defines "yoga" as “yogash citta vritti nirodha” (Sutra 2). This may be translated as, "Union [oneness] is the cessation (nirodha) [or restraint and control] of the mind-stuff (citta) from taking various forms (vrittis)." In brief, it is the quieting of the mind through samadhi (concentration or super-consciousness). T.N. Sethumadhavan explains more fully.

1. Restraints (Yama)
Patanjali speaks of five restraints: 1. nonharming (ahimsa), 2. honesty (satya), 3. non-attachment or nonstealing (asteya), 4. self-control (brahmacharya), and 5. contentment or non-hoarding (aparigraha; -parigraha means "grabbing all around" hungry for consumables, and the opposite of this is a-parigraha).

To harm (injure) or hurt (distress) anyone, either physically or mentally or verbally, under the influence of the passions (greed, anger, delusion) is himsa or violence. Ahimsa is harmlessness, non-violence, and non-injury. It is a heart/mind of loving-kindness and compassion towards all sentient beings.

Ahimsa is the best self-restraint. The other four are followed to reinforce it.



Honesty (satya, truth) means describing something exactly the way it has been seen, heard, or comprehended. In the greatest Indian epic (Mahabharata), truth that is beneficial to human beings is elevated to a higher plane.

To acquire something by theft or against the tenets of dharma (a more general Sanskrit term than the specific Buddha-Dharma) is known as steya. Nonstealing or healthy non-attachment means neither being attracted to the possessions of others (greedily coveting) nor nursing a desire to possess them (greedily envying).

To keep control over one's sensual desires is called brahmacharya (literally, the way to the supreme, or best way of living). Compared to other senses, sex increases physical desires most. Celibacy is not the goal for everyone, but self-restraint is, which means not abusing sensuality (through sexual misconduct, gluttony, or overindulging in the five strands of sensual pleasure).

Non-hoarding or contentment (aparigraha) is not desiring to amass consumables in excess of one's requirements.

2. Observances (Niyama)
Patanjali describes five niyamas or rules in his Yoga Sutras: shaucha, santosha, tapas, svaadhyaya, and Ishvara pranidhana.

Purification rituals (shaucha) can be of two types, external (cleaning one's body, clothes, and the place of practice, keeping the body pure and healthy by diet and by practice of yoga postures) and internal (renouncing negative thoughts and habits and adopting what is profitable, beneficial, and positive, which includes adherence to friendship, compassion, joy, and impartiality, and abandoning negativity and hate).

Contentment or satisfaction with what is sufficient (santosha) is being happy rather than hankering after more possessions. When the burning desire for material wealth dies down, the yogi's mind soars high. Non-contentment and dissatisfaction are suffering and lead to more suffering.

Austerities (tapas) are means of controlling the body, the life force (prana, breath, subtle energy), organs, and mind just as a skillful rider guides a wild horse. [The Buddha described sane ascetic practices (dhutangas) so practitioners would avoid the extremes many Indian yogis were infamous for, such as severe fasting and harmful penances]. Restraining the outward flow of energy from the body, accumulating it, and giving it upward mobility is the purpose of beneficial "austere" practices. Tapas means heating up or burning off, and dhyanas (jhanas, or purifying absorptions, zens) are the best means of doing that. Practice enables one to brave hunger, thirst, heat, cold, and helps one remain calm in the face of adversity of all kinds.

Contemplation (svaadhyaya) means study and inner-reflection on what one is learning. Studying sutras (spiritual discourses) and commentaries (explanations) is one form of contemplation, as are recollecting death and other things to ponder that can help us now even though we usually avoid them like they were out to kill us. Chanting OM (to quiet the mind and bring peace to the heart) or some such sacred mantra helps. The emphasis is on sva (self), rather than seeking someone outside ourselves to fix us; the aim is to understand our inner-selves.

Attentiveness is surrender to a higher power (Ishvara) or even to what is "divine" (best, supreme) in oneself. It means generating attention (pranidhana), respect, love, submission, and dedication towards the ultimate, whatever that is for the devotee. It is the act of dedicating karma (action), body, and mind to one's Ishvara.

3. Postures (Asana)
The goal of physical yogic exercises is to be able to hold the body motionless for a chosen length of time for meditation. The poses -- which people regard as synonymous with "yoga" -- are physical massage of internal organs, joints, and other bodily structures. They should be done slowly, in tune with the breath, and held until they are comfortable and the body is wieldy, vibrant, and easy to maintain. Health and unblocked vital energy is the basis of ease in meditation that brings bliss to the body. There is a principle of sthira-sukha or firmness-softness, forceful-yielding, hard-soft, assertive-passive, yin-yang. The poses build the body and soften it. That is, they bring about flexibility, which is much stronger than rigidity. If rigidity is death, as in rigor mortis, vibrant life is about being flexible. How many poses are there -- 1008, an infinite number, just two? -- and how many are necessary? A flexible mind does enough to make the body flexible.

4. Energy (Pranayama)
Prana means subtle life-energy ("breath," spiritus, chi), and yama as we have seen means restraint or control. Cellular respiration (usually but not exclusively from inhalation-exhalation) or transpiration begins soon after conception; that is gaseous exchange in the amniotic sac. Breath marks cessation, death being our final breath. or may always be going on -- energetic, ionic, catabolic, but breathing is not always going on. [There is a meditative attainment in Buddhism during which there is no apparent breathing* (fourth jhana). It can go on for a long time without dying, suggesting there is still sufficient transpiration going on. One is probably able to leave off breathing because one has pooled up such a reservoir of prana through meditative-absorption, which makes "magic" possible.] We can live without food or water [by feeding on sunlight (manna) or joy (piti, manas), some yogis lives decades without tangible nourishment]. But prana is essential for survival. By the control of this subtle-energy, one can master the body's life force.

5. Withdrawal (Pratyahara)
The five senses [mind being the sixth] make the mind fickle. Withdrawing (or secluding) the mind from distracting or subverting sensory stimulation, the body is pacified. The mind is then free to reach a greater degree of attention and penetrative-strength. Attention merges like a laser. Undivided attention goes inward, and what is normally invisible [such as material particles (kalapa) and psychological moments/processes (citta), or form and consciousness] is made visible. [The purpose of doing this in Buddhism would be to practice insight-meditation (vipassana)]. The goal for Patanjali and yogis is to still the thought waves or modifications of mind (vrittis), which in yoga is called cessation or control of thought waves (in Sanskrit, citta-vritti-nirodha).

6. Practice (Dharana)
(This term is usually translated as concentration). With mastery of the external senses no longer draining attention, undivided energy is focused internally. Collecting, concentrating, and maintaining means the mind is beginning to place intensified, undivided attention on a focal point. That may be any object such as a chakra ("wheel," nexus of subtle energy in the body). The mind may wander on its way to profound stillness. Practice is the attentiveness, dedication, and devotion of persistently bringing it back to its object of meditation. Attentiveness in a sense means yoking (yoga, uniting, binding, fixing) the mind to a particular object.



7. Meditation (Dhyana)
Dhyana or jhana is so important that in Buddhism it has come to be called "meditation." But meditating or cultivating the mind/heart can mean many things. Dhyana/Zen is synonymous with, not the practice to get there but, actually getting there. Rather than the body sitting still (jhaneti/zazen), which is important, it is the mind/heart sitting still.

Letting go of the effort of practice (dharana) -- that is to say, the repeated application of attention -- the mind is suddenly effortlessly attentive.

The Buddha gives the example of a large bird wishing to soar alighting from a branch. It must first leap and clumsily flap its wings before it eventually glides effortlessly and majestically.

According to Patanjali, constancy in maintaining attention gives rise to meditation (dhyana). In meditation, the mind is not preoccupied with objects of sense (sense desires). It is contented with the superior and mysterious bliss that results from meditation [prīti, rapture, bliss, joy]. As concentration increases, so does a profound sense of wellness.

If maintaining attention (dharana) may be compared to poured water, which is choppy and broken as it falls, then meditation (dhyana) in like the smooth, unbroken flow of poured oil. Peaceful persistence pacifies the body, and meditation pacifies the mind. Negativity -- desire, anger, ego and attachment [delusion] -- is removed. Eventually it becomes possible to remain in tune and harmonious even when mindfully engaged in daily chores.

8. Concentration (Samadhi)
(This term is commonly translated as enlightenment or thought of as attainment, accomplishment. But surely that is "yoga" (union with the all or oneness, with Brahman, with divinity). Samadhi is a means to yoga. In Buddhism, the Buddha defines "right-samadhi" as the first four levels of dhyana/jhana, absorption).

When meditation matures and approaches perfection, focus remains absorbed on the object. Physical nuisances do not distract the mind but become immaterial. As salt and water combine into a single amalgamation, the soul [atman or "self" (in Buddhism understood to be a composite rather than a compact or single entity] and the mind (manas) merge and unite resulting in samadhi, the height of divine consciousness.

[It is many things, and it is a wonderful thing, but it is not nirvana, which the Buddha designated as the ultimate and which he taught yogis who were not familiar with it. If they had been familiar with what a buddha (supremely enlightened teacher) meant by "nirvana," there would be no reason to begin a teaching movement set in motion the Wheel of the Dharma so that people could go beyond right-samadhi [the first four absorptions, the fourth one stilling the breath*] to insight (vipassana) to enlightenment and final liberation.]

Anyone who got to samadhi by practicing yoga would surely be a long way along the path to nirvana. And if that individual met with the Buddha's teaching, then it would be possible to become a stream enterer or fully enlightened in this very life, as many yogis in ancient India were when they were open to what the Buddha taught.

The reason they would never get there on their own without the teachings the Buddha made known (unique to buddhas) is that the central tenet of yoga, Vedic Brahmanism (Hinduism, Jainism, Christianity, as many other religions) is the wrong view concerning self/soul. The crucial difference between a person who enters the first stage of enlightenment and everyone else in existence is penetrating this fundamental truth (anatta) that no teaching but Buddhism even talks about realizing -- but which must be realized to glimpse what Buddhism means by enlightenment and nirvana.

What we call "self" is real (an aggregation of aggregate groups composed of DEPENDENTLY ORIGINATING and ever-changing elements), but it is illusory. It is not what it seems. And by identifying with this or that or anything else, we are not freed from suffering, not freed from disappointment. But liberating-insight via the Eightfold Path the Buddha made known before Patanjali uproots ignorance and gives rise to enlightenment.


*Meditators can stop breathing and live?
The answer is a resounding yes. The goal for Patanjali is to stop the vrittis or undulations, movements, disturbances, or modifications of mind. The stillness of the fourth absorption (jhana) purifies the mind, so that emerging one is able to fruitfully practice insight-meditation and gain enlightenment. The Buddha says: "And I have also taught the step-by-step cessation of formations:
  1. When one has attained the first jhana, speech has ceased.
  2. When one has attained the second jhana, [the effort of] applied attention and sustained attention [or discursive thought and evaluation] have ceased.
  3. When one has attained the third jhana, rapture (gross blissful joy in the body) has ceased.
  4. When one has attained the fourth jhana, in-and-out breathing has ceased" (Rahogata Sutra, SN 36.011).
Our friend Frank Kuan suggests that "in-out-breath" is the kaya sankhara [bodily formation], supporting scholar-monk/meditation-expert Pa Auk Sayadaw's teaching that mastering the fourth jhana is Step 4 of mindfulness of breathing meditation (anapana-sati). Frank concludes that breathing stopping is the natural limit of Step 4's “calming bodily formations.”]

Faking magic through Quirkology

Why do we see what isn't there? (More importantly, why don't we see the unbelievable that is there?) Beware of spiritual charlatans because these aren't the only paranormal tricks.

Coast to Coast (July )
Prof. Richard Wiseman, author and psychologist specializing in the [social] psychology of the paranormal or Quirkology, was recently discussing his 20 years of research into the paranormal. He explained why he takes a somewhat skeptical perspective on phenomena such as ghosts, out-of-body experiences, fortune telling, and mind control.

(Wisdom Quarterly) Wiseman does not deny that these phenomena exist. He just feels more comfortable exhausting simple scientific explanations first. If we believe something can happen, we'll be able to see it. This would explain a lot of (beneficial) meditative experiences.

The inner mind and the outer reality reflect one another. But we imagine them independent and imagine ourselves capable of pure objectivity. What we see is always being affected by what we believe. Beliefs do not determine it, but their effect is easy to underestimate. There's a simple saying that encapsulates this message: "I'll see when I believe it!"

The Color Changing Card Trick

Lacking mindfulness and clear comprehension (sati and sampajanna), what do we miss?

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

"Empty Mind, Full Heart" (Los Angeles)

Public Zen talk by Jeff Albrizze Roshi, July 6, 6:30 PM


Meditation as Enlightenment
Led by Jeff Albrizze Roshi
The noble silence of Zen meditation has been a gateway to spiritual awakening for hundreds of years. Find out how this form of silent concentration awareness can liberate one from suffering and help one live more fully right now.
  • Learn to meditate like a Zen master in just minutes
  • Use the mind's patterns to set oneself up for success
  • Find out how difficulties are actually doorways to enlightenment
  • Find a meditation posture that works according to body type
There will be a question and answer period and sever short meditations.
  • Talk, meditation 6:30-8:00 pm
  • Wednesday, July , 2011
  • Alexandria II Bookstore (626) 792-7885
  • 170 S. Lake Ave., Pasadena, CA 91101
Jeff Albrizze Roshi From Catholic altar boy to traveling Pentecostal preacher to part-time Buddhist monk, Roshi's spiritual journey has led him down many paths. He has been practicing Zen Buddhism for over 20 years and has been leading PasaDharma, a Zen Buddhist meditation group in Pasadena for 12 years.

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Beginner's Mind: Skillful Meditation Project

SkillfulMeditation.org

Beginner's mind is vast and open. We spend the rest of our lives learning to unlearn (mumzine)

One's experience of meditation defines meditation
The Skillful Meditation Project offers an approach to Buddhist meditation based on what people actually experience when they meditate.

This approach is called Recollective Awareness Meditation, as it involves recollecting what happens in one’s meditation sittings.

One can meditate in any manner one chooses in this approach or use the basic instructions suggested for beginning meditation students. A website is available for exploration, with a Meditation page that is particularly useful.

The site has articles and short audio clips on an unstructured approach to meditation, ways of recollecting one's sitting, and background on this approach and how it was developed.

Available from Shambhala Publications (or from Amazon at a 33% discount off the list price) is a book that explains in detail. And there is more about the book at unlearningmeditation.com and blog.unlearningmeditation.com.

Jason Siff's 2011 Retreat Schedule

  • June 24-July 3, Spokane, Washington
  • July 29-August 3, Cloud Mountain Retreat Center, Washington
  • August 18-21, Barre Center for Buddhist Studies, Massachusetts
  • August 27-28, Toronto, Ontario, Canada
  • October 19-30, Mandala Center, New Mexico

Saturday, May 14, 2011

"Mind-reading" experiment highlights brain

"Mind-reading" experiment highlights how brain records emories
(ScienceDaily) It may be possible to "read" a person's memories just by looking at brain activity, according to research carried out by Wellcome Trust scientists.

In a study published in the journal Current Biology they show that our memories are recorded in regular patterns, a finding that challenges current scientific thinking.

Demis Hassabis and Professor Eleanor Maguire at the Wellcome Trust Centre for Neuroimaging at UCL (University College London) have previously studied the role of a small area of the brain known as the hippocampus, which is crucial for navigation, memory recall, and imagining future events.

Now the researchers have shown how the hippocampus records memory.

When we move around, nerve cells (neurons) known as "place cells" located in the hippocampus, activate to tell us where we are.

Hassabis, Maguire, and colleagues used a functional MRI (fMRI) scanner, which measures changes in blood flow within the brain, to examine the activity of these places cells as a volunteer navigated around a virtual reality environment. The data were then analyzed by a computer algorithm developed by Demis Hassabis.

"We asked whether we could see any interesting patterns in the neural activity that could tell us what the participants were thinking, or in this case where they were," explains Professor Maguire, a Wellcome Trust Senior Research Fellow.

"Surprisingly, just by looking at the brain data we could predict exactly where they were in the virtual reality environment. In other words, we could 'read' their spatial memories." More

Psychologists have found that thought patterns used to recall the past and imagine the future are strikingly similar. Using functional magnetic...
Mind and Brain
Strange Science (Reference)

Sunday, April 24, 2011

The Devas' Deathbed Advice to Citta (sutra)

Maurice O'Connell Walshe, translator, Gilanadassanam Sutra (SN 41.10)
Fairies (devas, "shining ones," both seen and unseen, exist.

At that time Citta the householder was a sick man, suffering from a serious illness. Then a number of devas [elemental spirits, fairies, woodland sprites] who dwell in gardens, forests, and trees, the devas of healing herbs and of great trees in the forest, gathered together and said to Citta the householder [Note 1]:

"Make a resolve, householder: 'In some future time may I be a king, a world-ruler!'" [2]

To this Citta replied... "That is something impermanent, something to be rejected and passed over."

Now Citta's friends, colleagues, and blood-relatives heard him say this, and they said to him: "Sir! [3] Set up mindfulness. Don't ramble!"


"What have I said that makes you tell me to set up mindfulness and not to ramble?"

"Why, sir, you just said: 'That is something impermanent, something to be rejected and passed over.'"

"Yes, but I said that to the devas who dwell in gardens... who bade me make a resolve that in some future time I might be a king, a world-ruler."

"Sir, what purpose did those devas have in mind in urging you to make such a resolve?"

"This is what those devas thought: 'This householder Citta is a virtuous man, of noble disposition. If he makes a resolve that in some future time he may be a king, a world-ruler, this will be profitable to that virtuous man, having made such a resolve with a pure heart, and will bring the just man a just and great reward...' So then I replied, 'That is something impermanent, something to be rejected and passed over.'"

[Citta then instructs them to practice generosity and have perfectly verifiable-faith in the Buddha, the Dharma, and the Sangha and passes away as follows:] "Thus should you train yourselves: We will be endowed with verifiable confidence in the Buddha:

  • Indeed, the Blessed One is worthy and fully awakened, perfect knowledge and conduct, well-gone and welcome, an expert with regard to the world, the unexcelled trainer of those fit to be tamed, the teacher of devas and human beings, awakened, blessed.
  • We will be endowed with verifiable confidence in the Dharma: This Path/Practice is well-expounded by the Blessed One, verifiable here and now, timeless, inviting verification, pertinent, to be realized by the wise for themselves.
  • We will be possessed of verified confidence in the Sangha: The Sangha of the Blessed One's disciples who have practiced well... who have practiced rightly... who have practiced methodically... who have practiced masterfully -- in other words, the four pairs, the eight types of noble individuals -- the community of the Blessed One's instructed disciples: worthy of gifts, worthy of hospitality, worthy of offerings, worthy of respect, an incomparable field of merit for the world.
  • Whatever there may be in our family that can be given away, all that will be shared unstintingly with these virtuous ones who are of admirable character. Thus should you train yourselves."
NOTES
1. A whole Samyutta (
SN 41) is devoted to this householder (see also Vol. II, No. 23), who is held up as a model layperson in SN 17.23 (not translated here). His name is not the same as citta "mind," but means "bright, shining" [which is interesting because the mind is said to be luminous in its original, undefiled nature].
2. Cakkavatti or Chakravartin (literally, "a wheel-turning monarch," the Indian term for a universal ruler. This was what Siddhartha Gautama could have become if he had not become a buddha. The devas are aware of Citta's great virtues (though they possibly exaggerate in thinking he could become a world-ruler), but are not wise enough to think of his spiritual progress (cf.
SN 1.20, n. 4).
3. Ayyaputta = Ariyaputta, literally "son of the Ariyans," not a racial epithet but rather the follower (instructed disciple) of the Noble Ones (cf.
SN 22.7, n. 1).

Meeting the Devas
Wisdom Quarterly (TRAVEL JOURNAL)

Two of us, two WoQies, went deep into forbidden Asia in search of an enlightened Buddhist teacher. Two Americans wandering in Orwellian dystopia searching for satori.

I was looking for the answer, the key, that would unlock enlightenment (as if I only needed that one ineffable "answer"); she was following her bliss, trusting that I was onto something, not wanting to be left behind in spiritual vacuum of Southern California. We were in Burma under the current regime, slowly on our way to India to sit where the Buddha sat.

It was a cheap hotel, a converted tenement flat, in the city center -- our old copy of Lonely Planet recommended it as a cheap stay for shoestring backpackers. Across the street sits a golden stupa complex that seems to mark the exact center of Rangoon, at that time the capital (now it's the secret city of Naypyidaw), not far from a five-star hotel full of older European adventure travelers dashing through this blacklisted country. They'd wear their passport stamps like badges so their dinner party guests might gasp, "You took a truncheon to the head to take some photos?"

There were roaches, rats, and worst of all mosquitoes. Only the fans kept them at bay. But the periodic brown outs meant those fans went off more than half the time. The Burmese are lovely and kind, walking like shadows compared to their neighbors that over-the-top kindness of northern Thailand.


She became sick, bed ridden. With mosquitoes attacking, all we could do was light 20 incense sticks at at time or retreat to the office, where somehow an air conditioner, TV, and one angry clerk counted stacks of kyat (Burmese dollars). We were preparing to make our way to Mandalay then onto our goal in the south, what I called the "Malabar Front" from Nineteen Eighty-Four. The British author George Orwell lived here, and he was in fact describing the British/Burmese government when he coined the term "Big Brother."

There is no computer access, except in secret, very irregularly, constantly skirting censors and government blocks. We were lucky to get MSN or Hotmail to work.

Her mystery illness worsened: she wouldn't drink but sweat constantly, she was sleepy all the time, but never rested, she was not hungry, but whether she ate or not, she would never go to the restroom. What to do? She would surely die, and of course I would be to blame. I brought her, but I told her not to come, to stay back in Thailand until I returned from the this Quest, and we moved on to India.

There are no hospitals in Burma (a police state now called Myanmar) and no doctors, just little pharmacies with long lines. She's very intuitive. So I asked her what she wanted to do. She was only sure that she wanted to stay when I was recommending the inevitable -- by evacuated like a Vietnam soldier all the way back to California to recover in a nice clean PPO corporation-run hospital. It would mean failure, going to the embassy and explaining what we were doing here, paying $50,000 for the arrangements, and somehow explaining to everyone back home what had happened.

As I worried and found no easy answer weighing everything, asking her what was wrong with her, it happened. In a darkened room with no windows, with incense wafting thickly in the air, with more water bottles being chugged and a pile of plastic building up in the corner of the room, bhumma devas (Earth or elemental fairies) came.

She said they looked beautiful. I swallowed hard, "So you're dying and they're welcoming you to the other side?" She ignored the implication and smiled broadly talking to them. She was no more delirious than she had been in the past three days, which meant not at all. She was better than normal. Serene, accepting, as if she was eager to go. "This is how it ends? At 21, in a foreign land? You want your body shipped back to the States because I might as well stay in Asia.

She said they were saying it was all going to be okay. She said they said to trust me because I was good or at least good for her. Neither of those seemed the case, and I'm sure the embassy would argue that I was the worst travel partner ever for coming to one of the most dangerous countries in the world with a tall blond in tow.

And I asked, because I'm a stupid Westerner and this is how we think after college: "You say you see them, so what do they look like?" Her mouth contorted,"Hmmm," stymied, then explained that she didn't "see" them, as such. Her eyes were open and she was lucid and speaking perfectly clearly: She sensed them, knew them to be there, could feel them, could know them, could hear them... saw them in that sense. That is, the mind's eye must fill in what is perfectly clear to the other senses. I tried to ask about them, but my intellectualizing was harming matters. They were there, they were communicating, they were bringing good news. And I had bad news to break.

It had come to me, an inspiration. If I could get to a Black Market Internet connection, put in the symptoms, which was no easy doing because the system was down throughout the city. When I found a way, there it was -- deadly cholera. The cure? Ciprofloxin (ah, Cipro, what didn't it cure before overuse made germs resistant?) The answer? It turns out those "pharmacies" are their hospitals with no red tape. I bought cheap Indian (Roxy brand) Cipro, which as inexpensive as it was came with a free session with a doctor to discuss it. I told him about her symptoms, and how I thought it was cholera, he agreed, and sent me running with instructions before it was too late. I had been doing things correctly. There was nowhere to bring her to and no other way to go other than to leave the country, an option we had that they didn't.

I explained it to her, and asked her if she wanted to try the "medicine" (we don't believe in Western chemicals), but antibiotics are a little different. Even our herbs serve the same function some times. She smiled and said she trusted me. I asked why, and said it was because the devas said so and were sure. (I thought both her and those devas a little loopy for trusting me because, again, it seemed all my fault for getting her into this mess of an adventure).

She recovered fully. And later on a plane, I asked if she remembered the devas. She looked at me strangely as if I had asked the most foolish question ever, and after a long pause holding me in a fixed gaze, she answered: "Of course." Me, too. I don't know why I ever doubted that devas are real and right here particularly in natural settings. It's perfectly clear they are. It was then.

REBIRTH - What might not be clear is that the reason they came to receive, comfort, and advise her then was that not long ago, she had been one of them. She could recognize it in other people. It's just like our own Western mythology tells children, and I've asked many children for confirmation. They see them, they know what the traits are and can see that in some people, but they soon are taught to forget and deny what they know. The rest are branded "witches and weirdoes" so they stay quiet. But it's well known so long as we don't say it to anyone bent on not believing.